Words Rarely Spoken.

FILMING DAY TWO! LET’S FUCKING GET IT!

I may be running on pure adrenaline because I only had 3 hours of sleep after last night’s overnight shoot. But I’m ready to work today get a good night’s sleep then hit up another all nighter tomorrow! Rest Monday with the girlfriend then full time job starts Tuesday plus football game Tuesday night!! 

GOING FUCKING H.A.M.

….but this cold is still kicking my shit.

Chivalry

When I was a young boy,

Nobody told me chivalry was dead,

That’s because I watched Disney movies religiously,

They should have been called, “A series on how to be prince charming”

Chivalry only died when the phrase, “Good guys finish last” was made,

Because the real killer of chivalry is women - not all,

The ones who openly take the hand of a man that beats her,

Takes away her will to live and doesn’t know how to treat her,

Chivalry is no more because women choose to stay with their man,

Even when he’s bullshit - take the bad boy character over anything else,

Chivalry is as dead as seeing girls complain a guy is mean,

If he is such an asshole stop running back to him,

Because no wonder nice guys finish last….

Nobody gives them a chance.

Let Love Bleed Red

Is it naive to make plans that seem so far away?
There’s a reason I feel this way,
You’re sleeping alone,
(You’re alone)
I’m awake
When you dream of me tonight, am I close to where you are?
(To where you are?)

Lay me down,
And tell me everything will be alright,
(Things will be alright)
Things will be alright
(Things will be alright)
Lay me down,
And tell me everything will be alright,
(Things will be alright)
Things will be alright
(Could)
This could mean everything or nothing at all
(All)
You take what is real (all, all)
I’ll give you my all

Is it naive to make plans that seem
So (so), so (so), so (so), far?
I think “let’s not wait, let’s love right now,
Let’s love right now”

Lay me down,
(Lay me down)
And tell me everything will be alright,
(Things will be alright)
Things will be alright
(Things will be alright)
Lay me down,
And tell me everything will be alright,
(Things will be alright)
Things will be alright

Oh, here where we lie,
Outstretched to wonder why we don’t belong
You deserve much more, and I’ll give until I’m all gone
Forever know your face 
And ever take your place here by my side,
Like a ghost into the night,
The poisoned apple to my bite,
I’ll be the shadow at your door,
I’ll be the moth into your light,
‘Cause you deserve much more
Yeah, ‘cause you deserve much more

Lay me down,
(Lay me down)
And tell me everything will be alright,
(Things will be alright)
Things will be alright
(Things will be alright)
Thunder storms could never shake us
Lay me down and kiss me like
(Lay me down and kiss me like)
Things will be alright
(Things will be alright)
Everything will be alright
(Things will be alright)
This could mean everything or nothing at all
(ahh)
You take what is real,
(ahh)
I’ll give you my all
(ahh)

(The poisoned apple to my bite)
This could mean everything
(ahh)
(I’ll be the shadow at your door)
Or nothing at all
(I’ll be the moth into your light)
(ahh)
You take what is real
(‘Cause you deserve much more)
(ahh)
I’ll give you my all

I come home from work and my dad is watching Les Misérables and belting the songs out. I must say my dad is freaking chill! Glad to have him back home!

Plenty To Say.

There’s plenty that I want to say,

But the best way isn’t through foot steps,

I’m the home of my mental congress,

Collective thoughts cycling down the drain,

I’m going crazy losing my mental train,

I’m pretty sure it derailed when it missed that turn at albuquerque,

I’ll keep my words locked up like I lost the key,

And who would have known that words would flow so furiously,

I feel like my hands have forgotten the feeling,

Or was it my mind just trying to throw it away,

But I’ve got plenty to say,

Though to do so with foot steps will paint the wrong picture,

Because I hold my soul higher than my foot,

I’ll map out this chess board like I’m trying to find treasure,

And walk it blindly like I’m a pawn under pressure,

I’m trying my best to do anything to impress her,

Talk like I’m a big shot,

Walk with some swagger,

But I’m actually nerdy and a bit out of my mind,

Got less flow than this poem,

When I think, I tend to lose my place,

But I’m actually nerdy and a bit out of my mind,

Trying my best to go through this with ballet type grace,

But I’ve lost my dancing shoes,

Left them in the cubby in my kindergarden class,

Or my locker in grade twelve,

Because I’ve grown past this high school ish,

But hopefully this poetry isn’t part of it,

I still feel like I’ve got plenty to say,

But my hands are stuttering across the page,

Like I am rhyming single syllables with my heart beat,

So lend me yours so I can distinguish what I need to hear from what I need to say,

Maybe I’ll take you on in a little game of four play,

Four words for each heart beat and eight words for each blink,

Then we’ll clang hands and drink,

Drink the subtlety of my voice as I reach in your throat,

Pull out your imagination and watch as your eyes close,

Focus on the reflected imagery of your mind on your eye lids,

And I’ll tell you everything that I have to say,

Because I’m not sure if you know or not, but I’ve got plenty to say.

Group of 7 Beating Up Asian Kid - My thoughts.

Okay I’m sure you have all seen the video of that poor Asian teenager in Chicago being jumped by 6 people while one other films it, well a father has turned in their son as the ABC article says below:

http://abcnews.go.com/US/dad-turned-son-filmed-beating-punishment-harsh/story?id=15426344#.TyDmAePLzZp

What’s sad is the fact that the father is part of the law enforcement as well. The article states that the father is now upset that the system is trying his son as an adult at 17. 

“Police have charged Raymond Palomino, 17, as an adult with one count of robbery and one count of aggravated battery. Three 16-year-old boys, three 15-year-old boys and one 15-year-old girl have also been charged as juveniles in connection to the case.”

 “This is very clearly mob type of behavior. They get a lot of courage when its six or seven beating up one person. And this just isn’t tolerable,” Chicago Police Supt. Garry McCarthy said.

Raymond Palomino is being held on a $100,000 bond. His dad, a single father, can’t afford to bail him out.”

What I think is the biggest fact of irony is that the father has set up a fund to get his son out of jail…

For more information on the fund, visit http://www.gofundme.com/freepalomino.

Now for my thoughts:

This kid has a fund where people are commenting like, “Why would you let a kid rot in jail”

I’m sorry

A) If you can’t do the crime don’t do the time!

And B) I am so up for changing the age of “minors” to like 14.

At the age of 5 you know that it is WRONG to hit someone, so at 17 you are of age to do the time!

That being said I can’t understand why ANYONE is willing to donate money for this kid who knew what he was doing when he stomped on the guys head to be set free. He knew what he was doing when he told the guy holding the camera to hold his gloves before he went over to the poor guy to punch him some more. The father should be ashamed the kid should be ashamed and he deserves ever second of it!

Sublime Greatest Hits on repeat MAWFUCKA!

Let me tell you guys a funny story…

My mom was at a trade show for her work and she got onto the topic of tattoos.  She told a lady she works with that I was getting my first.  The lady asked what it was going to be and my mom told her a quill pen.  She asked why… so my mom said its because I wrote a lot of poetry through out high school.  The lady then looked at my mother straight in the eye and asked if I was gay.  Why is poetry gay…is Shane Koyczan gay? No! is Joshua Bennett gay? NO! Just because I expressed myself on paper and in front of a crowd does not mean I’m gay.

Now I have nothing against gay people, but I have everything against ignorance and those who just assume stupid shit!